我哭了。

我已经很久没有收看新传媒的电视节目了。但是我知道《志在四方2》将在电视上播出,只是不知道确切日期。我很期待这部电视剧,却不知道它已启播。所以我到了Toggle网页,如果已经播出了,我会观赏随选电视。找不到。后来发现原来今晚是首播。

看着,看着。我不知不觉哭了。

我的心情是激动的。我看见了熟悉的工作环境。我看见熟悉的工作模式。我看见熟悉的场景。我看见熟悉的机器。这一切的一切,勾起了许多美丽与难忘的回忆。即使是当年发生紧急状况时的那种焦虑,现在回想起来也是甜蜜的。因为一个简单的梦想,我吃了不少苦,却也成就了许多。因为年少气盛,横冲直撞的态度也让我撞得头破血流。但很庆幸的是每一次的经验都教会了我很多东西。

我以为以前爱看电视是因为工作关系,不过今天我发现爱看电视是我的本性。我还是会目不转睛的锁定荧幕,即使是广告。我毅然决定离开电视圈,往另一个梦想迈进。这是一个很崎岖的道路,充满了荆棘。有时真的感到很疲惫,也很沮丧。不过回想起当年的闯荡电视生涯,我也挣扎了不少,但我最后还是克服所有的困难,也闯出了属于自己的一片天。我通过自己的方式,走出一条属于自己的路。以前能做到,未来也肯定能做到。这未来肯定就在眼前。

我会继续勉励自己。我的未来就掌握在自己的手里。想哭时就尽情的哭。想笑时就尽情的笑吧!

The new MediaCorp building

By chance, I was at One-North area, and walked past the new MediaCorp building. I’ve seen the pictures, layout of the new building many many times, when I was still with the company. I’ve never had the chance to visit it, and I thought it’s unlikely that I’ll get to see it during the construction phase. But it didn’t happen. I saw the new building, the shape and form exactly the same as what I saw.

Looking forward to see the actual building after completion. I do feel for MediaCorp, I spent a good 6 years of my life and career there. I’ve seen it grow, sweat and cried with the company throughout the journey. Thank you MediaCorp. Thank you Shaun. Thank you Debra. And everyone else for giving me the opportunities and love while I was with MediaCorp and Channel NewsAsia.

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New MediaCorp building under construction